I woke up after a dream....
Why do I have these dreams....
My sister tells me, I should write them down...
But I don't want to read about that same dream, 
in my thoughts consistently...
But I do anyway... 
Running through my thoughts, consistently...
My mind goes to pain at first,
Why?
Because of pain of lost....?
The lost of my children, the lost of my love, 
my heart....
But in the end no matter what, 
there is always a ending.
There's no denying that......